I Advise You To Buckle UpMy Name is Garrett (just like the turbo company)
Drive an 07' R18 (RR)
See what I see when sitting in the driver seat.
I’ve done nothing right and I keep wondering why I’m still here?
I ruin friendships and just keep putting myself in situations that I always question my actions. Fuck me and what I do. I don’t deserve a birthday nor do I deserve to even still be around because no matter how hard I try I still do the same old thing. I just want to grab that handgun and just do it just like my best friend did because it is always so tempting.
But I can’t leave behind my family nor the friends I keep close in my heart. I try to be the good person but I’m not. I hate it when people say I am a good person because I’m not. I’ve done more bad than good and there is no way on earth that I can ever repay for all the wrong I’ve done.
Positivity doesn’t exist in me and I always like being around those who have it because I always want to have some in me but whenever I do it disappears in the blink of an eye. I take advantage of those who carry this positivity and I always crush it, sometimes right in front of their eyes which is something I hate seeing but somehow I manage to do this unspeakable act.
How was I blessed with an amazing family if I can’t even treat them good?
So when you see the funniest memes, hear a dope song on Internet Radio, or have a random, crazy idea, who do you call first? Immediately you think of your best friend, who you share countless inside jokes, talk the latest talk about your personal lives, and (as the popular term is now) “Turn…