I Advise You To Buckle UpMy Name is Garrett (just like the turbo company)
Drive an 07' R18 (RR)
See what I see when sitting in the driver seat.
Times like these make me really miss you my brother. I just want to talk to you so bad so you can tell me everything is going to be okay.. I could come see you anytime I want….. But that would mean me leaving behind everyone in my life. I picked up the handgun today and just stared at it wondering why you did it. As much as I want to load up one clips worth and just let loose on myself, I can’t. I made a promise and I need to do my best to keep it and let life kill me before I point that gun at myself… Can you just talk to me? That’s all I want.
Rest In Paradise my brother
I’ve done nothing right and I keep wondering why I’m still here?
I ruin friendships and just keep putting myself in situations that I always question my actions. Fuck me and what I do. I don’t deserve a birthday nor do I deserve to even still be around because no matter how hard I try I still do the same old thing. I just want to grab that handgun and just do it just like my best friend did because it is always so tempting.
But I can’t leave behind my family nor the friends I keep close in my heart. I try to be the good person but I’m not. I hate it when people say I am a good person because I’m not. I’ve done more bad than good and there is no way on earth that I can ever repay for all the wrong I’ve done.
Positivity doesn’t exist in me and I always like being around those who have it because I always want to have some in me but whenever I do it disappears in the blink of an eye. I take advantage of those who carry this positivity and I always crush it, sometimes right in front of their eyes which is something I hate seeing but somehow I manage to do this unspeakable act.
How was I blessed with an amazing family if I can’t even treat them good?